its spring ya know

time to start drawing again and who knows what else i'm capable of...

its 4 am i think and still no sleep...so it goes

as far as art goes it goes

yeah I can't think straight but it will go as well
I gotta go too

So today be the anniversary of me being a member of this community

and one year is a lot of time for me to do nothing...

but what i got i mostly like

I made some paintings but they be on canvas and no way for me to upload till i get a camera...

I gotta say I really dig this site and the peope on it...there be people who see da beauty mon

i'm not jamaican i just type this way

so like always my subject line is always something in front of me or a song in my head or something obvious

basically I sort of fail with the art deal but i'm pretty good at copying things

I could probably recreate all the awesesome drawing you guys do exact but I can't make something from my own imagination

I'm decent with pastels but its hardly realistic, not that it has to be but I feel like a kid with upgraded crayons

I've been trying to draw from my memory with some slight improvements but I learned to draw by copying dinosaur books and I guess thats what I became good at...

I WANT TO BLEED FROM MY FINGERS AND SPILL THE MIND PAINT ON THE CANVAS THAT IS OTHER'S CONSCIOUSNESS

yyaa digg?

So i attempted the "Nutmeg High"

its crazy...um. It works and its very dangerous
gotta look out for things like Serotogenic Syndrome(if you're uing an SSRI)

gotta drink lots of water (or overheat)

can't eat a lot of foods...like caffeine ones or those with MAOI's

but I think it easily lasted 2 days although not really a "High" by the second day. ITS A MOTHERFUCKER of a dissociative probably only topped by shrooms and acid. It took me 11 hours to reach first peak and there was a second peak at our 14 but after that mild or not noticable except for random moments in the day

I wouldn't recommend it unlesss you really know what you're doing.

but I learned stuff about my brain and had fun so its all good.